I quited the university last month.

 

To begin with,I entered the university because I had wanted to be a nurse and the reason why I had wanted to be a nurse was because, I had thought if I become a nurse,I would be able to  get a stable living,making relatively a lot of money,and I am interested in physical and mental health.I'm still think so,but when I thought about what I really want to do as a job and what is my motivation to put effort, I realized that being a nurse would be not for me.I thought that those reasons were not worth considering when I decide to do anything. 

 

So the question is what I really want to do and what is my motivation.